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Intro
00:46
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Changes
05:20
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When she married him a dream had become true for her
they got a little daughter and everything was fine
but soon the daughter died and he started drinking
he came home late at night and used to beat his wife
This was when the nightmare started
when the fire began to burn
this was when the nightmare started
the beginning of the end
You need to leave, run far away
you need to leave to make it end
you need to go, there is no doubt
so that the fire will go out
But she is so weak, she’s scared for her life
and fears to run away, ‘cause he’ll be hunting her
but every time he’s beating her a rain of tears is falling
and forces her to running and never coming back
You need to leave, run far away
you need to leave to make it end
you need to go, there is no doubt
so that the fire will go out
Now she’s strong, the pain is almost gone
Now there’s no more rain, the clouds had moved away
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Emptiness
05:42
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There is one question in my head I try to answer lying in bed.
doesn’t matter how hard I try, or how many tears I might cry
I cannot find an answer - all I need is an answer …
tell me now, don't you see when you read this letter
that you can never help me and that it doesn't matter
how much love you're giving - this live just ain't worth living
All those people that I see seem to be real‘ happy to me.
Reminds me of my happiness - from day to day it’s getting less.
I want to run, run far away - run until I’m feeling save
Everyone must choose his path and I am no exception.
But I think I need someone to show me the direction.
My happy moments they are gone
my happy moments they are gone
My happy moments they are gone
All those people that I see seem to be real‘ happy to me.
Reminds me of my happiness - from day to day it’s getting less.
I want to run, run far away - run until I’m feeling save
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The Cape (Of Tears)
05:27
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There is a man who’s sure that what he does is right
and as it seems it is, at least in his eyes
he never turns around, what he touches turns to gold
and so he struggles on, forgets what he was told
the poor he mistreats, he takes what he needs
the rats he feeds, with what he doesn’t eat.
But the rising tide will take him away
far from his wealth at the cape
the storm rages on through night and day
takes him away so far from the cape
There is a man I know, at the sea he had grown
a real gentleman, the best man in his town
and although he’s really poor, he always treats you well
a fisherman he is, the job is just like hell
he’s happy though it’s hard, he gives his open heart
he risks his life for his family so they can live in peace
But the rising tide will take him away
far from his children at the cape
the storm rages on through night and day
takes him away so far from the cape
And the rising tide had taken them away
far from their lives at the cape
the storm rages on through night and day
takes them away so far from the cape
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One More Time
04:53
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So I’m in this paradise, but sun and ocean cannot hide
how I miss your shiny eyes.
everyone can see so clear how I miss to have you near
how I wanna get away from here.
I’d give away the sun and moon
to spend a second just with you
I’d give this god damn ocean site
to lose myself inside your eyes
one more time
If I only had the chance one more time to take your hands
and hold you in my arms again
swear to you my love, forget the time we spent apart
never let you fall
I’d give away the sun and moon
to spend a second just with you
I’d give this god damn ocean site
to lose myself inside your eyes
What should I do with twenty years if I can’t sell them for one day?
Don’t know what I’m doing here, why can’t I just fly away?
So I’m in this paradise, but sun and ocean cannot hide
how I miss your shiny eyes.
if I only had the chance one more time to take your hands
and hold you in my arms again
I’d give away the sun and moon
to spend a second just with you
I’d give this god damn ocean site
to lose myself inside your eyes
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Am I Alive?
05:22
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Wherever I’ve come in this world I’ve looked into tired eyes, tired lives
and I just want to go back to sleep, back to my dreams
to the only place where I’m still allowed to scream.
while I’m wandering through this fog of depression
I’m wondering
Am I alive? Or am I dead? Should I try to wake up?
‘cause this life seems to me like a nightmare in which reality
slowly turns into silent insanity, while I dream
While I walk along, walk alone, talk to myself
if there is hope, if there is help for those lifes
for those lies, for those cries and I die
so many times – in my mind
Am I alive? Or am I dead? Should I try to wake up?
‘cause this life seems to me like a nightmare in which reality
slowly turns into silent insanity, while I dream
Am I alive? Or am I dead? Should I try to wake up?
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The Soldier
05:02
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Here I am, on my own, so far away from home.
there’s no one here I am alone, fighting in this war.
through ashes and bodies I am running, fear the cannons so stunning
lost my friends and lost my soul, always doing what I’m told
Bullets are flying, soldiers are dying, it It takes a secont until I see
there’s no one left it’s only me.
there’s nowhere to run, there’s nowhere to hide, not a single way out of this fight
and finally I am the last one to die
Fighting in a Country that I have never known,
against an enemy that has never shown.
dust in the air is drying my throat
as I die for a king that nobody knows
There’s nothing here, there is no end, no future in our life.
no hope, no love, no save return, there’s nothing but this fight.
there’s never been a single chance our ordert to fulfill
and the only word that’s spoken here is nothing else but kill
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8. |
I Do
04:44
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As I’m lying here alone, and my everything is gone
so much that’s so important left unspoken.
like I love you, like I need you, like baby please don’t go.
and so much is more important than I miss you.
but as often as I tell myself „I don’t need you“
I fall back down and realize: I do.
I do, I do, I do,
I do, I do, I do miss you.
As I’m lying here alone and my everything is gone
I remember I was strong but not for long.
and that I love you, that I need you, that I don’t wanna let you go.
no nothing’s more important than I miss you.
but as often as I tell myself „I don’t need you“
I cry myself to sleep, because I do.
I do, I do, I do,
I do, I do, I do miss you.
As I’m lying here alone and my everything is gone
I know you were all I wanted, you were the one.
oh how I love you, how I need you, how I refuse to let you go.
no nothing’s more important than I miss you.
and each time I try to tell myself „I don’t need you“
I cut my arms again, because I do.
I do, I do, I do,
I do, I do love you
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Loneliness
04:57
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I feel so breakable, I feel so cold
I feel unstable, I feel so old
I fell like I’m falling and no one will catch me
I feel like I’m calling and no one can hear me
I feel so weak and no one will help me
I feel so cheap, I feel so lonely
Feel so alone, feel so lonely in my room
It never feels like home, because I’m waiting for you
I have to find something that makes me happy
I have to search for someone but I’m not ready
I have to find some friends, but I’m not getting any
I finally found someone who makes me happy
and the loneliness is gone
it is gone
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10. |
The World Is Turning
04:44
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Hey there, mom and dad
tell me now did you forget
to support your son, though he’s the only one you have?
and hey there, mom and dad
tell me now did you forget
to love your only son ‘cause so many things he’s done went wrong
But don’t pretend that I don’t know, that I’ve been changing
don’t pretend that I don’t know
Yeah, yeah, yeah it is sad
and yeah, yeah, yeah it is true
but that is how the world is turning
and that is what the world is meaning to you
Hey there, baby girl
tell me now am I your world
although the world is greater than this only love you have
and hey there, baby girl
tell me why am I your world
when all I touch is breaking and I’m taking all you have?
Yeah, yeah, yeah it is sad
and yeah, yeah, yeah it is true
but that is how the world is turning
and that is what the world is meaning to you
Hey there, shootingstar
tell me now did you go too far
when everything you touched had always turned into gold for you?
and hey there shootingstar
tell me now did you go too far
when you lost each bit of trust and all you ever did was just for you?
I don’t pretend that you don’t know, that you’ve been changing
I don’t pretend that you don’t know
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